Take an Active Part!

I gaze my old book, reading the similiar words and it's wrinkled enough, following with the old playlist and turned back to several months ago, enjoyed its melody and laugh with my whole fellow, And, I can cope with them, stuck to face all the past, but it is silly to say... "If only..If only.." and bla..bla..bla..It's damn bud! I must be awaken from my long sleep, I enable to mix all, I just reset and play my life more, finish it to the goal then reach the next level. I don't even take a university yet like my peers do, but what am I gonna do?